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Past in your present
“can you have a future if your past is still in your present?”
This haunted me. Is it possible that the reason I’m not having any future with Aaron is because Shane’s still in the back of my mind, or all his stuff is still stuffed in the back of my closet or that every time I go to get a pair of earrings I see the promise ring that once signified our “forever promise to love each other”. I haven’t talked to him in alittle over a week… It went from him begging for me back and me laughing about him begging and me moving on… Alittle too fast to him blowing up on me and telling me every lie he ever told me and how he cheated and now everything reminds me of him. I hate it. I know I have no feelings for him anymore and I’ve realized that he* was wrong, not me. People say “it takes time to get over someone”.. My friend Alex said to me “I know you don’t love him or even like him anymore but I know your not over him”… Does that even make sense? I thought for awhile and realized it took me my dinner at mi Mexico (and hour and 13 min) to realize he’s the problem, not me. So I ended it that night. It didn’t take a long time… The part that’s taking the long time is getting over what I had realized. Until I do… My past of Shane will be in my present… Then I can have a future with aaron or whomever…
Its sad to watch someone that your were the closest to change right before your eyes. You were my best friend then he came and you got so obsessed that it changed you.you got mean and boring. You went my best friend. Your to stubborn to admit it or say sorry so now we don’t talk, and even when I tried, I most of not of been that important.. Now I know thanks.
I saw you. I made you look. I changed. I broke promises. I lied. I broke down. I cried. I watched you cry. I got backstabbed. I kissed you. I fought for you. I missed you. I couldn’t forget you. I lost my virginity to you. I loved you, since that day in the hallway when I fell infront of you then fell just for you.
dont forget me when im gone.. wait wait wait..PLEASE Forget me when I leave your ass!
